Mark DUEX

Here we go again. Writer’s block hitting me at this premature stage seems ridiculous and would suggest I am underprepared. I can’t say either of these points are untrue.

The main thing that has boggled my mind today is the fact that a large amount of people (myself included) only seem to want what is unnattainable to them. The easier it is to get something, the less satisfying it is, whereas on the flipside a goal harder to achieve is often overhyped and is not what you expect. I think there must be a middle point here somewhere, but I am struggling to find it.

What I reckon is that the whole need to attain things that we do not have goes back to a very very primative mental instinct of survival. If food was easy to obtain, then the brain subconciously realised this and made it less desirable to the plucky cave man of the past which stopped him spending all of his effort on doing so, and instead concentrating it on more difficult goals.

My problem is I always want something so much that I spend all my energy on trying to get it and either don’t, or get it and feel completely let down. We’re such an illogical race. I love it. How else would I have anything to type about?

In other news, I feel that I am mastering playing the kazoo. There is a fine art to it and it is easy to tell an experienced player from a novice. I plan on releasing an album soon.

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